Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Songbird: The Awakening, Chapter 2

I entered the kitchen in silence, my body wrapped in a large brown towel. Another towel kept my hair from dripping everywhere. I walked past Alpha, Shark, and the newly awoken Jazz with a nod, and bent over to open the freezer drawer. After selecting a meal, fettuccine with dairy free alfredo, I popped it in the microwave and started it heating. Then I pulled a generic cola from the fridge, popped the tab, and took a long swig. Caffeine and sugar. Just what I needed to boot up my brain.
I turned to the kitchen table where Alpha, Jazz, and Shark were sitting. Jazz was wolfing down something that looked like chicken. Shark was nursing a hot, black coffee, his one vice, and Alpha was busy on her comlink. She had it plugged into her datajack and the screen off, so she could be doing anything from tapping contacts to surfing Jackpoint to beating her high score in Jelly Bear Rumba. Given the situation, I hoped that it was one of the first two, or that she was trying to get in contact with our employer.
Our employer for the job that had gone bad was the mysterious 8-Ball, a fixture in the Dallas runner community. An information broker and fixer, 8-Ball seemed to know everything, but no one knew anything about them. If you needed hard to find info, you went to 8-Ball, provided, of course, you could pay the price.
The mysterious 8-Ball seemed to use most of the proceeds from their business for charity runs. Funneling medical waste to ghouls, taking down certain gangs, that sort of thing. Some of the runs they commissioned were a bit weird, though. Before I joined them, 8-Ball had commissioned the team to clear out and burn down an abandoned factory. They’d paid extra to ensure that, while the plant itself was burned to the ground, no other buildings caught fire.
Because 8-Ball seemed to know everything, most of the shadowrunning community was convinced they’d hacked security cams and surveillance satellites. Alpha said she doubted the answer was that simple.
Jazz looked up from her meal. “Alpha, I’ve been thinking,” she said.
The corner of Alpha’s mouth turned up in a amused smile. “Isn’t that my job?”
Jazz snorted. “Very funny. Alpha, 8-Ball is usually pretty reliable when it comes to information. I’ve never known them to miss something as important as… Whatever those things were. Do you think they set us up?”
Alpha shook her head. As she did so, her hair, now unbraided, shortened and darkened, turning into a black crew cut. Her small breasts flattened, her shoulders broadened, and her musculature became more pronounced. Soon she was obviously a he. His eyes shifted to a brown so dark it was almost black, and his skin darkened, too, from latte to milk chocolate. Blue tribal tattoos traced their way across his dark skin, and his ears became more pointed. Soon, where there had been a pretty human woman, there was a rather intense looking, and obviously elven, man of african descent. “No,” Alpha said. “Why would 8-Ball do that? We’ve been reliable. Swift. Reasonably priced. There’s no reason for them to betray us.”
Jazz shook her head. “I hate it when you do that.”
“What? Poke holes in your ideas?” Alpha smiled.
“No. Shift all of a sudden like that,” Jazz replied. “You know it creeps me out a bit.”
Alpha laughed. “Last time I shifted privately, you almost shot me.”
Jazz shrugged. “I didn’t recognize you. For all I knew, some strange elf had wandered in off the street.”
I hadn’t been here long, but I’d already heard this same tired argument play out several times before. I tuned out the friendly griping and peered into the microwave, watching my meal. The microwave beeped. I opened it and poked a finger into the creamy sauce. Too hot. I jerked my finger out and put it in my mouth.
The subject turned back to the mission. “If 8-Ball wasn’t setting us up,” Jazz said pointedly, “Then why didn’t they warn us about the… things?”
Alpha cocked his head thoughtfully. “I don’t think they knew. I think the facility was a blind spot on their radar, and they sent us in to correct that. They didn’t know it would be as deadly as it was.” He unplugged the datajack. “I think they’ll pay us for the information we got, even if we didn’t plant the bug.”
Alpha was correct. When he checked his bank account, he found that the payment has been transferred, with a bit extra. According to the memo on the transfer, the extra payment was for unforeseen dangers, and 8-Ball hoped that the run wouldn’t affect their professional relationship with the team.
“You already informed them?” I asked.
Alpha shrugged. “That’s what I was doing when you walked in.”
“Quick response,” Jazz said, eyes narrowed.
Alpha shrugged. “8-Ball is generally on top of things like that.” He scrolled through his messages. “Now, we’ve got a few messages about jobs. One is from a Mr. Johnson we’ve worked for in the past. He wants us to…” He blinked. “Blow up a warehouse. Ok. That’s a new one.”
He paged through his emails. “There’s job from Stan. You remember? The fixer, has connections in the black market antiquities community. He says he’s got a job that would be ideal for our talents.”
Shark sighed. “More smuggling?”
Alpha shrugged. “Maybe. Then there’s… junk mail… junk mail… ah. Here’s another one. It’s from a different Mr. Johnson. Apparently he’s had problems with a pickpocket.”
Jazz snorted. “Call the police.”
“I’m betting whatever got stolen is illegal,” Alpha said. “You can hack police files, Jazz, see if there’s been any other pickpocketing in the area. Fourth job is from the fixer Ginger… It involves killing hellcows. Apparently a meatpacking plant has become infested with them.”
“Infestation? How many are we talking about here?” Shark rumbled, sounding dubious. “Those things are hard to kill.”
Ember, who was leaning against the kitchen door frame, snorted. “Not a problem. Hellcows burn like everything else.” His eyes flared red. “You’d burn too. If I wanted.”
Jazz looked at Alpha. “Do we have to keep him around?”
Ember chuckled. “You could try banishing me. I guarantee it would not go well.”
Jazz eyed him. “Song would be the one banishing you. You wouldn’t attack her.”
“I am perfectly capable of knocking her unconscious without doing serious harm,” Ember told her. “And I’d just kill anyone else who tried.”
Alpha raised a hand. “It’s a moot point. He’s staying. He’s useful, if only because he’ll protect Song.”
I made a face. “And I kind of suck at banishing, so…” I shrugged.
Ember smiled at me wickedly. “Good.”
Alpha scanned the list of jobs. “Hellcows first, I think. Tom says it’s pretty urgent, and if we don’t contact him today he’ll hire a different team. The others are giving us a few days to decide if we want to take the job.”
Shark frowned. “You sure we can handle the hellcows?”
Alpha shrugged. “Hellcows don’t tend to hang out together. We can take them out one by one, and we can always spread the fights out over several days if we can’t take them all in one run.” She looked from me to Shark to Jazz. “Any objections?”
Shark grunted. “Sounds good to me, Alpha. If you think we can do it.”
I nodded my agreement. Jazz shrugged.
Ember frowned. “Do I get a say in this?”
Alpha shrugged. “Technically, you’re not part of the team, but, if you don’t like it, I will take that into account.”
Ember looked thoughtful. “Money is a necessity for material beings, yes?”
Jazz snorted. “Only if you want to eat, and stay someplace with a roof. So yeah.”
Ember looked thoughtful. “This shouldn’t put Songbird in undue danger. I give my approval.”
“I’m so glad,” Jazz said dryly. “Whatever would we do if you didn’t approve?”
Ember’s eyes narrowed. “I’d kill you right now if you weren’t Song’s friend.”
“I wouldn’t call her a friend,” Jazz told him. “More a necessary irritation.”
Flame gathered around Ember’s hands. “Then maybe I should-”
I stepped between him and Jazz. “Please don’t!”
Ember lowered his hands. “As you wish.”
“While we’re on the subject, I’d appreciate it if you didn’t kill anyone unless I ask you to,” I told Ember. “Or set stuff on fire.”
Ember stretched, and leaned back against the door frame. “As you wish.” His eyes glittered. “But don’t think you can dictate everything that I do.”
I took a step back, nodding nervously. “I understand.”
“Jazz, you should sit this one out,” Alpha said, picking up her commlink. “Last time I checked, hellcows don’t use the matrix.”
Jazz glared at her. “I can shoot shit too, you know.”
“Not very well,” Shark rumbled. “And you aren’t that good at defense.” He gave her puppy dog eyes, which he was surprisingly good at for a huge troll. “I don’t like it when you get hurt.”
Jazz sighed. “Ok. For you, Shark.”
“Be available on commlink. Just in case,” said Alpha.
Jazz rolled her eyes. “Yeah, you might need me to unlock a door, or something.”
Alpha sighed. “Jazz, please-”
Jazz raised a hand. “I’ll be online if you need me.”
Alpha nodded. “Thanks. I’ll tell Tom we’re taking the run.”


Nightfall. The sky glowed orange as city lights reflected off the smog, and a distant siren pierced the sounds of late night traffic. My room was as dark as my ancient blinds could get it, which wasn’t very dark at all. I was use to Dallas’s bright, noisy nights, though, so the environment wasn’t what kept me from sleeping. It was Ember. The spirit had taken his normal, fiery form and was hovering in the air above the foot of the bed, stretched out lengthwise as if reclining, and staring down at me.
I considered asking him to slip into astral space, but the idea of him staring at me invisibly was just as creepy as his current position. I could tell him to go away, but he had no reason to listen to me and an apparent desire to keep me in view.
I sat up, sighing. “You said you can’t leave me alone. What’s that like? Is it like a leash? A binding? Maybe if we can figure out what’s keeping you here, you can leave.
Ember frowned. “It’s not really either. I left not long after sunrise, and I didn’t plan to come back. I got pretty far away, too, but, the entire time, I couldn’t… I couldn’t stop thinking about you.”
“Thinking about me?” I asked. “What sort of thoughts?”
Ember sighed. “I was mostly wondering about what was happening to you. If you had woken up yet. How your injuries were healing. If you were safe…”
I frowned. “Sounds like some kind of compulsion. Or… Like you have some sort of crush on me.” I shook my head. “But spirits don’t get crushes.”
Ember drifted to the floor and went dark.
I stared blindly into the sudden dimness. “Ember…?”
After a moment, my eyes adjusted and I could make out Ember’s human form. Another moment, and he began to speak. “It’s not what humans call a crush. Not really. It’s…” Ember shook his head. “You have so much potential. So much, almost all of it unrealized. I saw that, when you summoned me. And then… And then you were dying. All that bright, beautiful potential, and it was fading as I watched. Guttering like a candle in a high wind.”
He sighed. “Seeing that… It left a mark on me, I guess. Not like a human crush, but just as strong, and just as irrational.” He shook his head again, looking away. “I didn’t realize it until now, but that’s why I need to be near you. To protect you.” Ember smiled wryly. “So, the compulsion, or whatever you want to call it, it’s not anything you did. It’s who you are, who I am, and what happened between us. And there’s no changing that.”
Ember sat on the edge of the bed. “Get some sleep, Songbird. You need it.”
I yawned. “Can you not stare at me? It’s kind of creepy.”
Ember looked away. “Of course.”
After that, I drifted off to sleep fairly quickly. If Ember watched me as I slept, I did not know.


I sighed as I renewed the glyphs covering the walls of my magical lodge, aka my closet. It was time to bind my first spirit. I looked over my shoulder at Alpha. “Do we really need more spirits? Isn’t Ember enough?”
It was Ember who answered. “I am more than enough. However, Song, now that I’m here, I’d like to enjoy the material plane a bit.” He sighed. “Unfortunately, if I leave you to your own devices, you’re likely to get yourself killed. You need another spirit, one who is, at the very least, capable of fetching me should the need arise.”
I adjusted the hang of the deer pelt on the wall. “Any opinions on what sort of spirit I should bind?”
Ember said, “Fire,” at the same time Alpha said, “Beast.” The two looked at each other, annoyed.
“Beast spirits can control animals,” Alpha told me. “That might be useful with the hellcows.”
Ember shrugged. “He has a point.”
Jazz peered in at us through the doorway of my room. “Or she could summon a task spirit. Get this dump cleaned up.”
Alpha sighed. “Pretty sure task spirits aren’t part of Song’s tradition, Jazz.”
I blinked. “What do you mean they aren’t part of my tradition?”
Alpha frowned. “Mages can only summon the 5 spirits associated with their tradition. You’re Sioux, right? That means your spirits are beast, plant, fire, air, and guardian.”
I shook my head. “My dad was Sioux, but he and my mother taught me as a basic shaman. Neither one wanted me raised in the other’s tradition, so…” I shrugged. “Shaman was the only tradition they both found acceptable.”
Alpha frowned. “Pretty sure fire spirits aren’t a shaman thing.”
I shrugged. “I’ve definitely summoned more than 5 types of spirit. Maybe you’re remembering your magic stuff wrong?”
From the doorway, Jazz said, “She’s right, Song.” There was an odd look in her eyes, something almost like respect. “Most mages are limited to 5 types of spirit. Shamans are beast, water, earth, air, and man. I just looked it up on the matrix.”
Ember snorted. “Song can summon anything she wants. She’s special.”
Alpha laughed nervously. “I guess so.” He shrugged. “Could be useful. Now, Song, do you want privacy while you do this, or should I hang around in case you need backup?”
I shrugged. “Either works. Remember, though, the binding will take a few hours.” I closed my eyes and began the summoning.
A form began to take shape in the center of my magical lodge. In a few seconds, a large animal was standing in the center of my closet.
It looked a bit like a cross between a bear and a crocodile. It stood on its huge, clawed hind legs, and it was covered all over in brown fur. Its tail was croc-like in that it was almost as thick at its base as the body it was attacked to, but it was as furry as the rest of the animal. Black, crocodile- like ridges traced its spine, continuing down the tail to its thin tip. It had the ears and eyes of a bear, but a croc’s toothy snout. Oddly enough its front paws were almost like hands, if you ignored the razor sharp claws, the thick coating of fur on the back, and the heavily calloused skin as black as pitch.
The creature yawned, and sank down to all fours. Where before it had towered over me, now its head reached no higher than my chest. “Hello, mage,” it mumbled through a menacing mouth full of teeth. “What can I do for you to-” Suddenly, its voice cut off. It blinked at me. “Wow. You’re…” The spirit rose again on its hind legs. “So pretty…” It leaned closer to me, deadly mouth agape.
I tried not to freak out. No matter how scary this spirit looked, it was currently on my side. Right up until I used up my last service, and then all bets were off. I swallowed.
I heard a low rumble from the spirit. At first I thought it was growling. Then I realized it was purring, like a cat. A giant, scary cat.
The spirit dropped to all fours again and circled me, alternately peering at me with its big, brown eyes and rubbing its side against me, again like a giant, scary cat. When it touched me, I could feel its rumbling purr deep in my chest.
Suddenly the spirit withdrew. “You’re frightened. What’s wrong?” I could feel it examining my aura.
Ember chuckled. “I think you’re scaring her.”
The spirit drooped. “Oh.” It looked up at me plaintively. “Sorry.”
Over in the corner, Alpha struggled not to laugh.
“I wouldn’t hurt you,” the spirit told me, brown eyes wide. “And not just because you’re my summoner. I like you. Your aura is…” The spirit shivered. “It’s nice.”
“That’s a bit of an understatement,” Ember said. He stretched, and then leaned against the wall. “I’m Ember,” he told the new spirit. “That,” he said, nodding to me, “Is Songbird, or Song for short.”
The spirit nodded. “That’s appropriate. Song… Your aura is so beautiful. It’s almost like music…”
I shrugged, suddenly self conscious. “I chose the street name because I like to sing. Not because of what my aura looks like.”
Alpha shrugged. “No offense, Song, but I’ve never thought your aura was anything special.”
Ember glared at her. The new spirit sniffed. “Well, I think it’s special.”
“Do you have a name,” Jazz asked, rolling her eyes, “Or do I have to keep thinking of you as the bear-croc thing?”
“Call me Paw.” Paw looked her up and down, unimpressed.
“Prefered pronoun?” Alpha asked.
Paw blinked. “Pronoun…?”
Alpha sighed. “Are you a guy spirit or a girl spirit?”
Paw frowned. “Not really.”
Alpha cocked his head. “So your preferred pronoun is they?”
Paw wrinkled its nose. “Of course not. That makes it sound like I’m a whole pack of something. I’m just me.” It frowned thoughtfully. “‘It’ works.”
Alpha stared a Paw incredulously. “It? Your preferred pronoun is it?”
Paw shrugged, looking self conscious. “I don’t really care that much. Language… It’s not terribly important, really. Saying ‘it’ gets the point across better than anything else I’ve heard.” It sniffed. “Getting hung up on gender is so… meatperson. In the worst possible way.” Paw flinched. “I mean no disrespect to you, Miss Song.”
I blushed. “It’s just Song. Ummm… I kind of summoned you so I could bind you. Is that ok?”
Paw smiled a toothy grin, and then looked down shyly. “I was hoping you would.”


The binding took six hours. Paw seemed… Somehow more relaxed afterwards. Eyes half lidded, it rubbed against me. “What next?”
I yawned. “Now I take a rest, to heal some of this drain.” Alpha and Jazz had wandered off a long time ago, so it was just me, Ember, and Paw. I sat down on my bed, and pulled out my commlink. “Either of you know how to play backgammon?”


After a few games of backgammon, and zonking out to an episode of ‘Gardening with Plant Spirits,’ I felt much better. I messaged Alpha on my commlink, and the team got together in the kitchen. It was… A bit crowded. Even with Ember lounging in the doorway.
Alpha sighed. “Paw, you mind slipping into the astral?”
After a quick glance at me for confirmation, Paw vanished. Its musky smell still hovered over the room.
“Ok, here’s the game plan. Ember and Song go into astral-”
“While who is watching Song’s body?” demanded Ember.
Alpha sighed. “While Shark and I are watching her.”
Ember’s eyes narrowed. “And you’ll be watching her? You won’t wander off?”
Alpha sighed. “Read my aura. I care about Song. So does Shark.”
“It’s not just that,” Jazz put in. “As long as Song is alive, the team has Super-Platinum Docwagon contracts. A gift from her departed mum. They didn’t activate last night because we were on corp property, but if we’re anywhere else and one of us goes down, we’ll have armed medics there to help within 10 minutes.” She shrugged. “It’s a powerful incentive to keep Song alive. Not to mention, we won’t be on corp property while Song is scoping out the place. Her body will be fine.” Jazz smiled crookedly. “The question is, do we trust you to protect her on the astral?”
Ember’s eyes narrowed. “I can protect her just fine.”
Alpha sighed. “I’m sure Song will be fine in both the physical and astral planes. Now, the game plan involves Song and Ember locating the hellcows on the astral. Hellcows don’t tend to move when there is food in reach, and they consider everything food, so odds are they’ll stay put while we pick them off one by one. I’ll engage the hellcow in melee while Shark and Song shoot it. Song, I want you to keep your magic in reserve unless someone needs healing. Ember, I’d appreciate it if you would help, too. If we get into trouble, Song can call on Paw to distract the hellcow while we retreat. Scan?”
Everyone nodded.

Alpha nodded decisively. “Good.” She looked around at the five of us. Six, if you counted Paw. “Anyone got any ideas on how we’ll all fit in the van?”

Sunday, March 18, 2018

Songbird: The Awakening, Chapter 1

Shadowrun is a catch all term for illegal activity. Someone wants some private info off a corp
computer? It’s a shadowrun. Need something stolen? Shadowrun. Want an assassination?
It’s a shadowrun, though hopefully not one I’ll ever have to do.

A shadowrunner is, by definition, someone who completes shadowruns. That’s me, now.
I swallowed. And this was my first shadowrun.

Our job was to plant a bug. Plant a bug, and either keep it on the down low or make it look like a
robbery. The client would prefer it if there was no incident, but knew that wasn’t always possible, so
they had offered an alternative.

In the van, I shifted nervously. My gear was the best money could buy. Smartgun pistol made of light,
undetectable polymers? Check. Bulletproof vest? Check. Bulletproof helmet with trodes for matrix
connection? Check. Goggles, with smartgun targeting, nightvision, heatvision, vision magnification,
and vision enhancement? Check. Biomonitor, connected to a super platinum Docwagon contract?
Check. Top of the line commlink? Check.  Experience with this kind of drek? Uncheck. Nope. None.

Beside me, Jazz was, as usual, bopping to music only she could hear. The spikes of her purple
hair bobbed as she nodded her head, and her purple sparkly nails flashed in the light as she waved
her hands to the beat. Eyes closed, she silently sang along to the words. Key word, silently. No one
wanted to actually hear her sing, not even Shark, her boyfriend.

While Jazz was human, like me, Shark was a troll. He had to crouch on the floor and hunch to fit in
the back of the van, and, even then, his horns brushed the ceiling. He looked uncomfortable. I flashed
him a sympathetic smile, and he flashed me one back. His tusks plus the dual rows of sharp teeth that
gave him his name looked intimidating as all hell, but I had known him long enough to know he was a
softie at heart.

He was our street samurai. One mechanical arm held a machine pistol. The other held a electrified
katana. Top rated wired reflexes, plus some reaction enhancers, made him insanely fast. His muscle
augmentation made him insanely strong. Muscle toning, insanely agile. Titanium bone lacing added to
his natural troll toughness, as did his orthoskin. The shark like roughness of the orthoskin was the
other source of his moniker. I wasn’t sure what else about him was modified, and I didn’t really care.
Despite being more chrome than flesh at this point, he had a big heart in more than the literal sense.

The van stopped. Alpha, our genderfluid team leader, turned and gripped my shoulder. Tonight
she was female, though small busted, with red hair in a waist length braid. She’d decided to
add a tat to her tanned skin, a butterfly covering all of one cheek. As I watched, its wings
fluttered slightly. “You ready, Song?” she asked me.

Jazz smirked nastily. “Yeah, Songbird, time to show us what you’re made of.”

Alpha gave her a dirty look. “Jazz, shut it. Remember, you were new once, too.”

“We all were,” rumbled Shark.

“Well, the rest of us were never pampered corporate-” Jazz stopped at the look on Alpha’s face.
“Sorry, boss.”

“It doesn’t matter what we were,” Alpha said firmly. “All that matters is what we are now.” She turned
to me. “Song, go.”

I closed my eyes and slid into the astral plane. Shark was the muscle. Jazz was the hacker. Alpha
was the brains. I… I was the magic.

Everything always looks so different on the astral plane. Alpha’s aura shone the bright, martial colors
of a powerful adept. Shark’s was dim, almost smothered by the chrome. Jazz’s was pretty normal,
at least at first glance. It took some really deep assensing to see her true power.

Astral travel was fast. Slower if you were sneaking, but still fast. Within seconds I was inside the
compound. Most places had security against exactly what I was trying, but I thought I could get
around it. Provided it was a mana barrier or critter, that is. Spirits, I wasn’t so sure.

Something about my aura made me more visible to spirits of all sorts. It also made them like me more,
but the added visibility was a big problem. When I’d been a kid, Dad’s ally spirit, Willow, could always
find me, no matter where I tried to hide. Mom’s fettered spirit, Tenriu, could do the same. Now that I
was a runner, my added visibility was more than just a nuisance, or a way for parents to track me.
It was dangerous.

And it looked like my luck was in. Their version of magical security was hellhounds. The dogs
patrolled with their handlers outside the building. I counted six. Ok, not good, but doable. Definitely
doable.

Walls were no barrier to my astral form, so I melted through them, into the building. It was a research
facility, full of labs and top notch security. The security tonight seemed to consist primarily of the
hellhounds outside and a few patrolling guards. Well, the magical and living security, at least. The
technological security was Jazz’s problem. I knew that, as I scouted the astral plane, she scouted the
Matrix.

I decided to check the labs, just to be thorough. I poked my head through one of the lab doors.

Immediately, I jerked it out again. If I had a body, my heart would be pounding. As it was, it was a
good thing there was nothing around that could look into the astral, because I had slipped abruptly
into full visibility. Shaking, I slipped into astral sneak mode once more, and peered through the door
again.

The wrongness about the lab that had shocked me before was still there. Four silent, vaguely
humanoid forms were the source. I couldn’t tell what they were, but something about them was so
very, very unnatural. I shuddered.

I tried to tell what the forms were, but something about them kept sliding my astral sight away from
them, like my brain didn’t really want to believe they were there. After a few long minutes, I gave up,
and headed back to my body. Alpha had to know about this.

“So what’s the scoop?” Alpha asked me as, back in my body, I opened my eyes.

“There’s something...” I realized I didn’t know how to explain what I’d seen. “There’s something
horrible in one of the labs. Something… wrong.” I remembered what I’d seen, and I felt sick. “Excuse
me…”

I opened the door of the van, leaned over, and puked onto the asphalt. Alpha placed a concerned
hand on my shoulder. “Breathe, Sara. Just breathe.”

Behind me, I heard Jazz ask, “What the frag is up with Song?” Shark rumbled a quiet answer.

I sat up. Alpha handed me a water bottle and a packet of tissues. I swished some water, spat out the
door, and took a big gulp. Then I wiped my mouth with a tissue. “I’m good,” I mumbled.

“Is the run off?” rumbled Shark.

Alpha looked thoughtful. “Can you tell me more about the… whatever it was you saw, Song?”

I shook my head. “It looked wrong!”

“So you said. Did it also look dangerous?” Alpha asked.

“No, but-” I began.

“Was it near the camera plant site?” Alpha asked.

“Well, no,” I admitted. “But, Alpha, I’ve never seen anything like it! It was-”

“Wrong. So you said.” Alpha chewed her lip thoughtfully. “Provided you don’t look at it in the astral
again, it shouldn’t be a problem.” She looked to each of us. “The run is a go.”

I frowned, but didn’t object further.

After a brief discussion of Jazz’s recon, in addition to the other things I’d seen, the four of us filed
out of the van. Alpha nodded to Jazz. “Lights out.”

Jazz closed her eyes for a few seconds, and, suddenly, the lights within the perimeter went out. In the
distance, I heard swearing, and a dog howl.

“You’re certain the guards were all human?” Alpha asked me. I nodded. “And, Jazz, you took out their
nightvision glasses?”

Jazz grinned. “The idiots slaved them to the same comm. Easy.”

Alpha nodded. “I’m on point. I want Songbird right behind me. Shark, you’ve got our six. Go.” With
that, she vaulted the recently de-electrified fence. Shark boosted me up, and then Jazz. Then he
hauled his own bulk over, making the fence groan under his weight.

“Who’s there?” A voice nearby called. “You’ve got 5 seconds to identify yourself, and then I sick the
hound on you!”

Alpha drew her pistol and fired several silent shots. The dog yelped, and went down. Its handler
swore, and punched a button on his comm. Nothing happened. Then Shark took him out with a fist to
the head.

We were almost to the door when Jazz hissed. “Alpha! Their security spider is online!”

Alpha grimaced. “Hold them as long as you can, Jazz. Shark, stay with her. Song and I will-”

And then all hell broke loose.

The lights snapped back on. Jazz collapsed with a scream, clutching her head. Someone shouted,
“There they are!” and suddenly every hellhound was racing toward us. But the worst, the worst, was
the thing that came through the door.

It looked like regular, augmented human, but there was way, way too much chrome. And the eyes…
There was something incredibly wrong with its eyes…

It opened fire. Shark grabbed Jazz and looked around for cover, but there was none in sight.
Alpha went down under the barrage, bleeding from several bullet holes. Three more of the things
burst through the door. Shark shoved me and Jazz behind him, and opened fire on them. The
hellhounds were getting closer.

I tried to attack the things with a manaball spell, but it just bounced off. I gaped. My manaballs weren’t
the best, but they usually had some effect.

My dad’s mentor spirit had been the Firebringer, but I had no mentor. It would have been nice, right
about now, to have something to pray to. We needed help.

Help… I looked at my hands. I had the training to summon spirits, but I didn’t do it very often. Spirits I
summoned tended to act weird. Some hovered over me and fussed like hens with only one chick.
Others got tense and angry, deliberately misinterpreting my commands as often as they could. Still
others got nosy, trying to find out as much about me as they could. They asked lots of questions, and
often seemed unsatisfied with the answers.

A force 12 spirit should be able to turn this fight around. I grimaced. Summoning a force 12 spirit
would also likely take me out of the fight, not to mention probably hurt. However, my manaballs didn’t
affect the things with the weird eyes, and Shark’s bullets didn’t seem to have much effect either.

It didn’t look like the things had much protection against heat. A fire spirit, them. I closed my eyes and
began the summoning.

There was a crack as the spirit appeared, and I collapsed to the ground. I had only one service, but,
with luck, that would be all I needed. I wet dried lips, and tried to speak.

The spirit, a man made of flame, looked at me. “Yes?”

One of the things threw a concussion grenade. As the shockwave rocked Shark and I,
dizziness threatened to overwhelm me. I felt myself begin to lose consciousness. I managed to gasp
out, “Help… me…” Then everything went black.



I awoke to the feeling of being watched. I opened my eyes, shrieked, and fell out of bed.

The man who had been staring at me from across the room narrowed his eyes. “What?”

I sat up. “Who… who are you?”

“I’m your fire spirit,” the man said, frowning.

I looked out the window at the bright, sunny day. “That’s… That’s not possible. I only had one service,
and I used it. Also, summonings end at sunrise. It’s past sunrise. There is no possible way-”

Suddenly, the man was replaced by a familiar fiery shape. “Are you calling me a liar?”

I swallowed. “No. I just don’t know why you’re still here.”

The fiery form collapsed back into a man. “You don’t? Really?” He frowned.

“I take it you don’t know, either,” I surmised.

The spirit shook his head. “It feels like I’m become a free spirit. I’ve got so much new power, but I
can’t… I can’t seem to leave you alone!” He huffed. “I should be back home, or able to go wherever I
want on the astral plane, but I’m stuck with you instead!” His gazed softened, and he stepped toward
me, knelt, and brushed my cheek with his hand. “And a part of me is not so certain that’s a bad thing.”
He sighed. “You really have no idea what you’ve done to me?”

I shook my head. “If it was up to me, you’d be free to go. I don’t trap spirits.”

The spirit’s mouth quirked up at the corner. “Not on purpose, anyways.” He sighed. “You should rest.
Here, let me help you.” He gripped my arm, and helped me back into bed. For a moment, his gaze
was gentle. Loving, even. He cupped my cheek with his hand, and brushed my hair away from my
face. Then his gaze hardened, and he jerked away. “Your name is Songbird, yes?”

I nodded. “These days.” I thought back to the parking lot, where Alpha had used my real name.
“What can I call you?” I knew better than to ask for his name. Spirits were very secretive about their
true names, and for good reason. A free spirit could be bound with their true name.

“Ember,” the spirit told me. “Call me Ember.”

Appropriate for a fire spirit. “What happened?” I asked.

“After you summoned Ember,” Alpha said, appearing in the doorway, “He held off the hellhounds and
the… things while Shark brought me around. Then, I carried you, Shark carried Jazz, Ember opened
up a hole, and we ran for it.” She scowled. “We never completed the mission.” Her gaze softened. “I’m
sorry, Song, we should have listened to you when you said something hinky was going on. I should
have called off the mission until we figured out what you saw.”

“You saved us all,” rumbled Shark from behind Alpha. “Thank you.”

I frowned. “Is Jazz ok?”

“She’ll wake up in another day or so,” Shark rumbled. “She took a lot of damage from whatever hit
her in the matrix. We won’t know what exactly happened until she wakes up.”

Jazz was our only hacker, so no one had eyes on her in the matrix. Since she was a technomancer
and manipulated the matrix directly, she took damage directly instead of to whatever device she was
using. Most hackers used things called cyberdecks, or decks for short. They were called deckers, for
obvious reasons. Technomancers like Jazz were rare, and extremely useful since you didn’t have to
worry about someone shooting their deck.

I looked at Alpha. “Do you have any idea of what those things were?”

It was Ember who answered. “Abominations,” he growled. “Prisons for spirits.”

I blinked, remembering the things. The look in their eyes. It was someone staring out at me, begging
for help.

Alpha frowned. “You didn’t tell me that.”

Ember looked at her, eyes hard. “I had no reason to tell you.”

“You have no reason to tell Song, either,” Alpha pointed out.

Ember looked at me. “She’s different.” He turned back to Alpha, eyes hardening further. “I will tolerate
the rest of you, and even help you, because you help her. Do not expect anything more, and do not
presume you can tell me what to do.”

Alpha looked at him thoughtfully. “Alright, then.”

She turned to me. “Why don’t you use spirits more often? You could have had half a dozen bound
last night, and then we never would have been in danger.”

I shook my head. “My father was against the binding of spirits. He said it was cruel.”

Alpha raised an eyebrow. “When you signed on, you said you would do your best to help the team.
Not summoning spirits when you are a powerful summoner does not look like your best to me.”

I blinked. “Ummmm…”

“Just think about it, Song,” Alpha told me. “That’s all I ask. For now.” She stepped forward and patted
my arm. “Get some rest. There will be food waiting for you in the kitchen when you wake up. We'll
discuss what to do next then.”



When I woke up the second time, Ember was still staring at me. I yawned. “Don’t you have something
better to do?”

Ember shook his head, his expression mulish.

I yawned again. “Fine. Do what you want.” I realized I needed to pee. “Just please don’t follow me into
the bathroom.”

Ember nodded, eyes softening. “As you wish.”

As I stumped off to the bathroom, I considered the situation. My relationship with spirits had
apparently reached new levels of weird. Ember should have no compulsion to stick around, or to
listen to me at all. And yet, there he was, watching me from my bedroom door.

The bathroom was empty, which was not a given when four people shared a restroom. I emptied my
bladder, and then turned on the shower. Hot water would, hopefully, make me feel human again,
instead of like a drowsy, sweaty lump.

I dropped my clothing on the floor. It was the stuff I’d worn on the run, so it was dirty with grime,
sweat, and the blood from my nosebleed, a side effect of taking a lot of Drain, or damage from using
magic, in one go. Nothing caused Drain like summoning a powerful spirit.

When the water was warm enough, I stepped into the shower. Then I just stood there, letting the hot
water pound my weary form. God, that felt good. I could feel it washing away the blood and grime
from the failed run, and, with it, all my worries and doubts. They would be back, of course, those
worries and doubts, but, for right now, I was free.

I considered what Alpha had said. My father had said binding spirits was cruel, but the spirits Mom
bound didn’t seem to mind that much. They didn’t act like prisoners. More like slightly overworked
employees. Even Tenriu, not only bound, but fettered, hadn’t seemed too unhappy with his lot. I would
never fetter a spirit, binding it to me for life, but the more usual, temporary binding, just once per spirit,
shouldn’t be too bad. Especially not if I asked the spirit first if it minded. Some of the spirits I
summoned seemed to like being around me. Surely one of those wouldn’t mind being bound for a bit.

The idea of having 6 spirits bound, all available at a moment’s notice if I needed help, was soothing.
Ember had really made a difference last night. What would it be like to have so much potential backup?
To be able to keep myself and my friends safe, no matter what?

Mother would want me to do my best to keep myself safe, but would Dad have understood? Would
he have agreed that keeping the people I cared about safe was worth a bit of compromise? And
Handel… What would Handel want me to do?

I wasn’t use to considering Handel in such musings. Up until my Mother had died, Handel was just
her secretary. He was damned good at his job, but easy to forget. I wasn’t even sure if Handel was
his first or last name. Often, he was the one who picked me up from my father’s home. Sometimes he
was the closest I got to my mother during my entire visit to her.

After Dad died, Handel was the one who often showed up at school functions, standing in for my
mother, or so I’d thought. Now I wasn’t so sure that was his primary motivation.

I let go of my musings, letting the water wash them away with the grime. Humming, I reached for the
shampoo, squirted some out, and began to lather my hair. I began to sing. “Un bel dì, vedremo…”
I dug my fingers deep into my black locks. I use to have cotton blond hair, but now I kept it dyed, and
used a solution that made it curl. I also cut it much shorter. Where before it had cascaded down to my
waist in a gorgeous pale golden waterfall, now it tumbled barely to my shoulders in tight black curls.

That wasn’t the only thing that was different about me. Now my pale blue eyes were frequently
obscured by goggles, and Alpha was discretely working on getting me a supply of brown contacts.
My skin was kept tan with a cream. Now, when I looked in the mirror, I saw my father’s daughter, a
child of the Sioux, albeit one with a white man’s curls. It was strange when, for most of my life, I’d
looked in the mirror and seen my mother’s striking coloration. Strange, but not unpleasant. If I’d
realized that looking like a real Amerindian was this simple, I’d have dyed my hair and colored my skin
a long time ago.

“Vedi? È venuto! Io non gli…” I stepped back into the falling water and let it rinse the lather from my
hair, closing my eyes so a not to get soap in them.

I heard a strange hiss, like water hitting something hot. Then a warm hand touched my cheek.
I gasped, going stiff all over, afraid to open my eyes. Then I heard Ember’s voice. “Please,” he
whispered, running his hands through my hair. “Please, keep singing.”

As a general rule, naked bodies meant nothing to spirits, and few really understood metahuman
nudity taboos. Some didn’t realize such taboos existed until they’d upset someone. Ember was not
here to oogle me, and would likely not understand if I accused him of doing so.

“Please,” Ember begged, his voice so soft I could barely hear it. “Please, I’ll do anything you want.
Just keep singing.”

I opened my eyes. Ember stood before me, fully clothed, and, despite the shower’s spray, completely
dry. Any water that hit him hissed away into steam. His red hair had been replaced by flickering
flames, and his brown eyes were opened wide is awe and desperation.

I took a deep breath. “Mi metto…”

Ember closed his eyes, a look of absolute bliss on his face. I saw his lips form the word “Beautiful.”

I continued to sing, all shyness forgotten in the face of such platonic admiration. I had a good voice,
and my mother had paid for expensive singing lessons to train me to use it. She had considered it an
exercise in discipline and self control, and had been upset, to say the least, when I’d expressed
desire to become a professional singer. After that, I’d been forbidden to perform in public. Now she
was dead, but my career as a singer was still denied to me. Drawing that much attention to myself
wouldn’t be safe.

When I finished Madame Butterfly’s aria, Ember sighed. “That was beautiful.”

I smiled. “Thank you. I’ve got a good voice. Now, would you mind getting out of the shower so I can
finish washing?”

Ember shook his head. “There was more to that than a good voice! You have power.”

I looked down, embarrassed by his praise. “It’s just good singing, Ember. I mean, it’s certainly very
pretty, but-”

“It was not just pretty,” Ember interrupted me. “It was magic.”

I blushed. “Thanks. Please let me finish my shower.”

Ember opened his mouth, closed it, sighed in frustration, and left. I finished cleaning myself in silence.